i love these stayovers and shall miss em the most!

Im back home, yet the realisation is still present, looming overhead like the darkest grey cloud..
You know you are a goner, you have to get back to that alien land.
You wish to stay but no one but you can allow that, however that power vested within you was stripped long back...I wish to belong, i wish to prolong.

On a different note, things never take place the way you wish for it to, yet one day certain circumstances catch you completely unawares....even when you have moved way on.

My friends seem to discuss football clubs..Loyalties have changed. Though i yet agree...the oldies are the ones who deserves to run for those 90 minutes.

Never give up on your school pals...they are the ones who manage to stand by in all those sticky situations....plus the genuine ones you come across in university. Amen to that one

I wouldn't blame you if you dont understand any of this.. you arent meant to. Somehow I have never attempted to sound appealing to any of you'll. This is my space. I do as i like....as always.
So screw the grammar and the puntuations, who gives a damn if i write everthing crammed up in one post. Go ahead and frown...it makes that face look prettier.
The only ones i try pleasing are those matter.

This is by far the most random one..the keys seem to swim to and fro before my eyes. Quite a task typing this one down. Then again, thats where the fun lies in.

Your never sober one signing out,
Tooodledooo!

And so I break the hiatus with this.

I hate it when the conscience doesn’t prick. Maybe it is because everyone has become so used to being a horrible human being that nothing bothers them anymore. You know you are doing wrong and yet refuse to refrain from doing what you are. If you manage to feel guilty….its fine. I would like to think there is yet some humanity left in you. However when you do the most terrible acts and think it is all justified…then maybe you need a reality check. You are hurting someone. Your intentions are aimed at making someone feel worthless. And yet you manage to think no end of yourself? I wonder how you do that….

 

P.S: this isn’t aimed for someone in particular…so save those retorts for some other post.

yaaay 2009!

Happy New Year. * pulls a cracker, goes back to hibernate*

Blessy's Art!

My baby Bless..was bored..and so..she did this!

At times she is too adorable! *teardrop*

=P

Also I would have run out of patience if I ever attempted this!

And I think this is cool..way too cool! Ze child eez a genius! =)

Stooping lower by the minute....

"If it had not been Sandeep's house, not even a dog would have glanced that way."

This is what Kerala chief minister V S Achuthanand said after being showed to the door by K Unnikrishnan, father of Major Sandeep who was slain while battling the terrorists. It shocked me to read such a comment. In my opinion, the chief minister got a lot less than what he deserved. I hope he gets stoned to death for such a remark. A dog is atleast loyal to his master. This man is far from being loyal towards India. He stooped low...lower than the terrorists. Mocking a family in grief , you Mr CM are a barefaced hypocrite. You are not an Indian. None of you'll are Indians. It is you all who have detriorated my country to a level that it is considered amongst the Top 20 dangerous countries of the World. Another minister feels it is quite normal for such things to happen in big cities. Would it be normal if your son was trapped as one of the hostages?? Some others feel it was quite appropriate to give RGV and his celebrity son a tour of the Taj and the Oberoi. Im glad you lost your position. It served you right. And however bizzare this may sound, all the ministers need to resign.

Ignoring all the intelligence reports and then not taking the blame for being at fault is disgusting. After claiming hundreds of lives such people do not even deserve to be called as Indians. It would be better to take away their citizenships and burn their passports. The remaining terrorists that roam freely in the city does not bother me as much as the fact that my country lies in the hands of such scums.

None of the "concerned authorities" would read this. Or how the rest of the Indians would react to such comments thrown without a thought. They would go about accepting bribes and buying their luxury cars. And if there is the remote possiblity of them having their fill of money, then they should kindly consider taking their time out from begging for votes and compensating the families, the injured, and the security guards including the commandos and firemen who did survive this tragedy that we citizens hold them directly responsible for.

True happiness lies in new rims =P

He got them! Finally!! And they couldn't be any sleeker. New, sexy rims to give his car a make over! And voila! She looks like a beauty.

The best part is he is so happy and has the widest smile on his face. And oh boy am I proud or what! Not because he got them or that he has a yummy choice =P but because he worked for them! He deserves this. =)

Im gonna get back to watch him drool over those rims. And join him at that

My Bestie....err too emo..correction..MY BITCH! =D

I could have ended up hating her...She never liked my bfs (except my present one =P), she hated me smoking, she detested my college friends...when I sneaked away to another city she was ready to strangle me, She reached my house and told my mom about me having nil attendance in junior college because I used to sit all day doing Sheesha and how I sneaked away for going clubbing. I could have called her a Bigmouth but instead she became my best friend. For these very reasons. Her name is Pari...and yes I do hate her..but only because she is 8 inches taller than me =P

I have known her for 16 years now! And she has proven to be the friend every girl would wish to have. We have the most amazing time together. We grew up together, attended school together, went to college together and bunked together (yes, shes not all that angelic...infact shes not at all angelic!) There were times we would go half way till college...and then decide to bunk and take a U -turn! We did that for 2 whole years. In the end we both ended up getting black listed! Hah!

Our stayovers turn out to be the craziest ever. I make her cook for me in the middle of the night. Shewould ask me to call up random people at 3 am and speak nonsensical stuff with them! I did that btw. She was there to hurl abuses at my ex when I had my first break up! =) It was the first time I heard her abuse! And she did this for me even though she warned me not to date him. Oh and she did not speak to me for a few months because I allowed him to ask me out...but she forgave me. And whooped his ass.

She was there when I needed her. Her house is like my second home. She agrees to play the silliest games with me. She hates porn..lol..she hates my short temper. She hates Christiano Ronaldo. She is currently nagging me to lose weight. She thinks I am the biggest retard she could ever find. (I cannot disagree with that though). She hates skimpy clothes because she thinks she is too fat to wear them. She tends to ignore her washboard abs that I am Oh so jealous of! =( She loves Vodka..though shes sworn not to touch vodka ever again. Yeah right! She teams up with my younger brother to riducule me. She is the best person to go clubbing with. To get drunk with and watch her lose her sanity. =P We speak in codes. We read each others minds. I could go on and on about her. When she had new friends...I still remained her best friend..even though I moved to another country. And its no easy thing having an Arsenal fan as your bestie when you yourself are a Man U lover. Lol.

I adore her. If I was a lezzie..Id do her. Totally would. (And when she reads this she is going to squirm! >.< ) I love her. For all that she has done for me. For all that I know she will do for me. I eez missing her now. And the bottle of Vodka that is kept hidden in her cupboard! =P